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Showing posts with label Les Miserables. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Les Miserables. Show all posts

Sunday, December 16, 2012

"In My Life"

This is past tense, since I started writing last week. Life gets in the way of blogging, sometimes. Anywho, I like this too much to erase it all and start over. Enjoy, and I'll try to bring you up to date with current events SINCE last week as well (since at this point the post is only half finished. Confused yet?) Also--you might want to check the Rafflecopter widget below (Giveaway "300"). The winners have been announced! Congrats, ladies. I hope you had as much fun as I did. :)


{me. with my friend Bilbo. and his friends.}

I loved today. One of those grey, overcast, dreamy sorts of mornings (brings out the blogger in me,) as dreary as my heart was heavy--I didn't want to go to work. So I prayed, and I trusted, and all at once, almost literally, things were better. Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen, yes? Work (nannying, for any new followers,) went quickly and uneventfully. Really, is there anything like a chubby, bubbly new baby to mend  a broken smile? I think not. :) The twins were fun, Mimi (aka, Yours Truly,) ran around, read books, made strange faces, danced, sang. . .and ultimately behaved like the perfect 2 year. . .and all is well with the world. Like I told a friend the other day, it's all about attitude.

Now I'm enjoying the solitude of a grey, overcast, dreamy sort of evening; my younger sisters are listening to Adventures in Odyssey {part of every day life} downstairs, mom's cooking, and Anna is ripping seams from a one-day skirt. And instead of reading North and South (more on that in a minute,) I'm writing a much needed blog post.

Something happy:

 
{Anna, our friend Hannah, and me, outside the theater}

Last week a group of friends surprised a friend by showing up opening night at A Christmas Carol. Of course I spent all that afternoon making a skirt to go with my new shirt from The Loft (be still my heart, that store! o.o) And of course that's because I forgot to wash the fabric the day before and then realized I didn't have enough fabric. . .which of course usually happens to perfectionists-in-a-hurry. It turned out perfectly, in the end, and I'm really excited to wear it all winter (can't go wrong with black corduroy). We drove down with our friend Hannah, and snuggled with everyone into the most adorable little theater ever. Sigh. Need I say how much I LOVE plays and theater and curtains and theater-chairs-that-don't-stay-down and pomp and circumstance? Because I do. Having a good friend star as Fred made it all the better. The look on his face when he saw us was worth all the "lying" and facebook threads. Really--after my surprise birthday party (has it really been almost two years ago? o.O ) everyone has become excellent liars. Only this time I got to lie too. hehe

{yay! Sneaky, awesome friends. B) }

Something sentimental:

Last weekend my family hosted our monthly meetup--when all our "local" (meaning, all over Ohio and PA,) friends get together for some type of activity and fellowship. It's new and fun and makes for awesome memories. Anyhow, it was a night of laughs, way too much pizza and chocolate, utterly failing at Guesstures, learning (or *trying* to learn ;) ) The Charleston. . .and losing a baby corn snake under the piano. Which meant of course ripping my ancient upright apart looking for it. It was quite the adventure (after we found the snake. . .it was in it's bag the whole time!) discovering the beautiful  insides of my 90 year old player piano. All the valves, bellows, strings, hammers. . .parts I can't name, so intricate, so detailed. I almost didn't want to close the cover. Best of all, the player *isn't* actually broken. With a little help, it still plays--1903 ripped paper and all.

Something sappy:


All the frantic hype over The Hobbit made me watch North and South again. Which made me fall in love with Richard Armitage--I mean, Mr. Thornton--again. Which made me read the book. Which has made my heart incredibly happy, sappy, swoony, and all and everything that makes the proper fangirl.

The book and minstries are almost alike--the casting is sublime. Actually, the few things that were added to the mini series compliment and add character to the story. ie, Margaret "meeting' Mr. Thornton in the midst of beating a worker, the explanation of WHY Mr. Hale left the clergy, the stunning "Northbound Train" ending, and a couple of other things.

Besides loving every single atom of the book, I've come to truly understand and appreciate Margaret--the one "heroine" I've always despised. I won't say much now, in case I decide to write a proper review of the book and characters, but I think I've finally found the heroine I can most relate too. She's amazing (coming from me, that's a big compliment.) Daniela Denby-Ashe IS Margaret, down even to her looks. She pulls the  haughtiness, confidence, and ultimate ignorance and final humbling of the character together beautifully--as though she's stepped right from the pages of the book. And Richard. . .need I even say anything? He is perfect, perfect, PERFECT in every sense of the word--except that the "real" Mr. Thornton is supposed to be homely ("he doesn't LOOK like a bulldog, surely." :P ) Someone in a facebook comment said they wished Mr. Thornton would have shown more gentleness (in the mini series)--that he seemed too unattractive until the very end. I ahem beg to differ. Strongly. :P They couldn't have cast a better actor to show--just through his eyes--all the pent up passion of a rejected, misunderstood lover--of the human being under all the stiffness and starch. Mrs. Thornton is perfect too. . .no, beyond perfect (of course.) And Higgins. And Bessy--though she's a lot more likable on screen; in the book she's just morbid.

I am on Team Gaskgell. Thank you very much, Jane Austen, but your stories do nothing for me.

Something recent:

Two nights ago I attended a Regency Christmas Ball. . .in a gorgeously-restored Victorian mansion.  It was just as beautiful and movie-ish as two years ago, only this time I made and wore a costume that actually fit and that I didn't cry over. Ok, cutting a hole in the neckline is a different story, but otherwise--after all the experience sewing for Beyond the Mask, the dress went together smoothly. I even finished a gown for Anna in ONE DAY. Yes, you may congratulate me.

 
{had to snatch a picture or two on the story-bookish balcony overlooking the main floor of the mansion. There are three floors in all, but what makes the "balcony" (for lack of  a better name,) so adorable is how it branches right off the staircase--so, you can stop and rest on your way up, or just continue up the stairs.}

It was great to catch up with out-of-state friends, wander around the mansion, dance, eat, and be merry. Here's a video of some of the more advanced dancers demonstrating 'Waltzing to Iowa'--I'm in the purple gown with champagne sash, in case you can't tell from the above photos. ;)


Something simple:

And because this is a sappy post, I will mention the Elephant Vanilla Chai tea I had at our local tearoom last week. It was one of those afternoons when I REALLY needed to get out of the house, and made me extra grateful for a mom who notices and cares. We had a great time chatting and oohing and ahhing over girl-stuff (aka, teapots, laces, pink, yada yada,) North and South (since I cant' seem to talk about anything else right now,) and such. Chai tea, btw, is out of this world. Just in case you were wondering.

{yes, it was topped with whipped cream.}

Soooo that is current life in a nutshell. Crazy month--usually we don't have so many events, weekend after weekend. Right now, blog-wise, I am trying to make a vlog, and I REALLY need to write about Beyond the Mask. Sometimes I stop and remember--actually, every day I stop and remember. . .and really, it doesn't feel like it ever happened, it was such a satisfying, once-in-a-lifetime experience. To think that John Rhys-Davies was on set of The Hobbit only months before coming over to little 'ol MI to shoot BTM. And to think that. . .well, that's for another post. ;)

Saturday, September 22, 2012

Dear. . .

A cozy day deserves a cozy post. Join--or ignore--me as I revel in candied caramel candles, (in Julia's words, the house smells like breakfast,) the promise of a toasty evening eating pudding and watching 'Life with Father', mugfuls of fallish-concoctions (coffee related,) mustard accents (slightly obsessed with my new flats,) and well--have you figured out my family REALLY makes an occasion out of things? ;)

Autumn, welcome home.

{photo by me}

dear "Spunkin"--yes, most folks know you as Starbucks Spiced Pumpkin Latte. But you hadn't met this very-blonde gal until yesterday, and somehow your lovely name was confused in her vocabulary. Thus "Spunkin" was born. . .and I dare say you will never be Spiced Pumpkin Latte to her again.

Lets put it all this way--rabid Starbucks boycott-er as I am. . .this drink is GOOD. Pounds of sugar, pumpkin spice and whipped cream will do that to burnt coffee. It just screams fall. And made me perfectly happy.

dear John Rhys-Davies--I still haven't comprehended that you are actually. . .actually. . .actually IN Beyond the Mask. o.O  Which means I.will.meet.you.

 

Someone pick me up off the floor. (and come quickly, October!)

dear Ohio Summer Rendezvous--Thank you for cooperating--no, thank the Lord for unfrazzling my nerves, setting everything straight, smoothing out the details. . .and making this OSR the best ever. Truly. I've been coordinating this event for three years now (with help from the best crew in the world!) and for the first time ever--seriously--I felt totally in control and at peace. It was completely beautiful, completely touched by God. . .something I can hardly explain!

 
{photo by Brandon Pieplow}

I'm having withdrawals.

dear Cameron Macintosh--Gotta say, no matter my usual judgment of you. . .I think this Christmas will see a history-making, world illuminating, life changing. . .totally Yours Truly approved movie. Still skeptical of the cast. . .and if it's anything like the play (which by the looks of things it is,) the rating will be very adult. o.O HOWEVER this video gave me the same in-the-throat, distinctly Les Miz emotion I had at the play two years ago. (um. . .I'm a VERY passionate person. ;) ) Behold all:


dear yesterday's devotion--Thank you for reminding me that I CAN please God! Life is all about pleasing Him, however He also delights IN ME. It's funny how simple truths can suddenly bear new light. Praise the Lord for his Promises!--popularity and recognition may "feel good" but HE delights in those who follow and obey Him. 

dear Sherlock Holmes--You are perfect for cozy fall days (Spunkin in hand. A fire wouldn't be bad either. . .) We've already had our first long chat. . .it was quite--eventful. To say the least. And I'm fascinated. Looking forward to more meetings in 'The Complete Sherlock Holmes'. 

dear date with dad tomorrow--Fall day on the Square? Hmm. I'll rate the world a happy place. 

dear Hobbit Day--I'm a bit of a LOTR's nerd, even though I haven't seen the movies. (k, don't judge, I finally saw Narnia. . .and read the books. . .and I'll be taking The Hobbit out of the library soon.) But anywho--this song--did you know there's a musical?--is my latest obsession. Because all things hobbity are warm and yummy. And I'm acting like a silly fangirl. So I shall stop right now. :P 

{more than I'd like to admit. . . :P via}

dear person reading this post--Please, follow my blog. I mean, I sort of need to reach 300 followers by October  if I am to unleash The Huge (or at least, very grand, ;) ) giveaway. Do us both the favor. 

 
{random, yes, but I **have** to share some of the latest photos from Beyond the Mask! A little hyped? via}

dear posts that need posting--I'm getting there. See, I have a life (or at least I pretend,) and well, things get busy. But, dear posts that need posting, I have not forgotten you. The minute life slows down (that DOES happen, right?) you shall be written and grace the pages of my blog.  

dear life--No, no need to remind me again. I should get off the computer. What? My gown for Beyond the Mask? But I don't want--ok, fine. I'll pleat the skirt. Give me a minute, I'm trying to log off! Sheesh. Huh, what's that? Oh. Yeah, your right. Life never stops. . .I'm convinced. 

Thursday, July 12, 2012

For sewing and Narnia!--an Awkwardly Awesome week {#4}

Chronicles of Narnia
{via}

aka--the adventures of returned warriors. Get ready--this is going to a huge, information-packed post. Have fun. ;) Note that all the pictures (unless otherwise specified,) were taken by my highly-talented photographer friend, Brandon Pieplow

 
{part of the Beyond the Mask costume production team hard at workPhoto courtesy of Brandon

As my sister Anna said in her facebook status: we went. we saw. we SEWED. Yes folks, I have returned from one of the most beautiful "retreats" ever--in all my 21 years. Sorely missing my long morning walks. . .I'm convinced it's impossible not to feel spiritual in the country. Go ahead, laugh--country is in my soul. I realized that all the more when I was alone; me, my prayers, my voice, and my God. Corn fields hedging me in on every side, open skies, a huge, over-grown puppy of a lab for company, a house full of amazing young people, and costumes waiting to be sewed. Oh, yeah. Remember my fears? Point made--the dresses weren't completed, but that may have to do with all the breaks Anna and I took--I mean, it was perfect outside--and there were kittens. Hey, there is more then a month more of costume production--so, even though we can't get the time off (for another week-long trip,) we should be heading back a couple of weekends. 

{gorgeous countryside--I so miss my morning walks.} Photo courtesy of Brandon 

So I'm turning this post into a review-of-the-trip AND Awkward and Awesome Thursday, since there were thousands of Awkward (some Awful) and Awesome  moments. Which, btw, before I continue, we finally--finally--saw all three Narnia movies. :gaspanddoublegasp: The books are great--the movies. . .are incredible. Except for The Dawn Treader--sorry to any fans out there--that is probably one of the worst movies I've ever seen. It reminds me of a computer game. But to quickly sum up--(this is going to be hard)--Prince Caspian was by far my favorite. Detest the romance to every degree possible--but the movie had just the right amount of dark and dramatic and suspense and reality and more dark and some funny. . . to make it reach into the depths of my soul. Which means it was good. ;) I need dark. Not gross dark--tragic, beautiful dark. :cue Les Miserables: 

 kings and queens of old
{via}

Aslan was terrific--really loved putting the allegory into visual-perspective (though I have very mixed feelings in that department). He gave me the same choked-feeling I get whenever his name appears in the books. Very powerful character. Ok, now that I think about it, Eustace made The Dawn Treader. . .digestible. Best casting EVER. (quick, quick Michaela, sum up--get to the point!) Caspian's accent was AWESOME. Much approved. Reepicheep--"You people have no imagination!" Anna and I should have never heard that quote. ;) Lucy is adorable. . .but here's the big question: who was my all-time favorite character (next to Aslan, of course) ? So hard for me not to spill it all over this post. But this character belongs in a post of it's own. Loved this character in the book--loved this character before I saw the films--and loved this character ever more after watching the films. Just GUESS. Shouldn't be too hard. 

Awesome

  
Photo courtesy of Brandon

  • Finally knowing where The Vacation will take place--North Carolina. And my beloved Tennessee. The Lord worked the details out so perfectly--and gave us a completely new route/destination. I can hardly wait--2 days exploring NC beaches, a longish drive up to Pigeon Forge, then a few more days in a Smokey Mountain cabin. Hopefully I'll be able to recruit those guest posters this time. 

  • Spending time with old friends--and bonding with several new ones. 9 days sewing together will do that to people. And yes, there was massive sewing--the basement was crammed full of machines, racks of historically accurate clothing, conversation, teasing, and MUSIC. Soundtracks, The High Kings, and Les Miserables reigned. I was satisfied.

  • Instantly connecting with someone then being asked, "do you know each other?" Kindred spirits!

  
Photo courtesy of Brandon

  • Getting caught in an "almost tornado". Frightening while driving through wind and flying debris, but incredible to see our God's mighty hand! The long, wet walk in the woods that followed was magical--I loved discovering a civil-war era cemetery, piecing together the lives of a man who had 2--or was it 3--wives? o.O That and ice cream totally made up for the storm. 

  • English and Scottish country dancing almost every night.

  • Watching The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe and Prince Caspian with a room-full of armored, sword wielding homeschoolers {at midnight}. 

  • Random bursts of  "Onnnnneee daaaayyyyy moooorrreeee!" 

 
Photo courtesy of Brandon

  • "Adopted brothers". The Lord has really blessed us as we've gotten older--with male friends who treat us as sisters, with respect and brotherly love. It's a special thing.

  • Standing outside in 90 mile per hour wind. 

  • Cheesy-bread-pizza-and-pop night around The Guns of Navarone. I forgot how much I liked Gregory Peck. Acting just isn't acting nowadays.  

  • Completing my petticoat, stays (curse those wretched things!) and shift. 

  • Being called "a little girl" by a 4 year old, then later told, "you aren't my friend, your my family!" Our "secrets" every afternoon (aka my precious strawberry-cool mints. . .I was nice and offered the "to share" side :P ) were really special. . .to both of us. 

 
{yes, there's a sneak peek of Anna and I!--watching the Ultimate game. Told you I'd bow out. ;) } Photo courtesy of Brandon

Awkward

  • Announcing "yeah, I started crying when Andrea Bocelli SPOKE" {at the concert}--to be met by blank stares. 

  • Finding ones hosts cleaning spilled coffee--overflowed from the full pot YOU made. (totally hooked on Hawaiian and Peruvian coffee, btw. Yes, the fast is broken!)  

  • Waking early for my morning walk. . .this time with Anna . . .only to be chased by a stray dog. (mind you, this is a very abbreviated version.) We walked three miles barefooted--fleeing for ones life and flip-flops don't mix--in 100* weather with no cell phones. Lovely. Thankfully an older woman stopped us from her porch (I could hardly walk at this point--literally,) offered us water, then drove us the rest of the way back. The Lord is so good! 

  • Stopping every couple of minutes while sewing to ask "how do I do this again"? 

  • Forgetting to pack ones toothbrush. Serous panic-time.

  • Random cries of "ow!" when ANOTHER person stepped on a needle, punctured a limb with pins, or sliced into an exposed finger. {battle-wounds of sewing}   

haha. . .sorry, had to include that above pic. ;) This post is awkward enough with sewing and Narnia all mixed together. Two huge highlights of the week, obviously. :sigh: These aren't half the pictures or half of what we did--the baseball game and fireworks and out-doing a poorly done "comedy" act. . .and musket demonstrations and trying to get ready before 7:30 AM. Talking to oneself in an otherwise quiet room. Going completely off my diet and not caring. Stealing (ok, I had permission) a friends book light for late-night reading purposes. Hymn-singing in the van. The M&M party. But I shan't bore you any longer. 

I probably won't be "seeing" you again for the next week or so. Be good, and keep a look-out for guest posters.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

My PO. . .on The Trailer.


Well, I'm back. ;) I remember when I used to blog, oh, only every month or so? Now if I miss a couple of days it feels like years! But anyway. Here is moi. Oh yes, and thank you to all who've sent emails, left comments, etc. I {obviously} haven't gotten a chance to answer all of them--but hang tight! I love getting emails, they all mean so much to me. . .it just takes time to answer them all. :)

O-k. So, in case you were wondering--that new header--yeah, the thrown together one you see on THIS blog? Well, it's only temporary. {and very ugly. Go ahead, admit it.} I'm working on a new look now. . .eventually I'll pay for a complete makeover. . .but with so many trips this year, *ahem* it will have to wait. Again. ;) New name and everything. Surprise, surprise! Promise, this time it's going to stay awhile.

Down to business. 
BeholdMy PO.

I'm sure the tomatoes will start flying--any minute. Because I think I'm the only one out there who didn't cry through The Trailer. . .because I am MAJORLY opposed to the cast. Yep, you read that right. The Trailer is beautiful. However--NO I was not impressed by the "oh, the whole story is about Fantine," theme. (Really, was I the only one who noticed that? So much more to the plot/s, ppls!) And YES, I am still one of the worlds biggest fans.

Lets start somewhere closer to the beginning.

Les Miz entered my life one day about two years ago. It was a heart-stopping, breathtaking, I-think-I'm-going-to-DIE sort of day. (Immature? Absolutely not! B) ) You see, we'd just seen Broadways Fiddler on the Roof {oh so close to my heart,} and were more then ready for another play. "Hm. . .Les Miserables. . .heard of that. Wonder what it's about?" {just don't ask how we pronounced it.}  :watched {play} trailer: "WHOA this is AMAZING!" To make a long story short, a good friend filled us in on the details--{because Les Miz is the sort of thing that must be shared.} And an obsession was born. If you are reading this post and aren't familiar with the story--go, right now. Rent, buy, haunt Youtube, whatever is necessary to watch the 10th Anniversary Dream Cast in Concert. It will change your life. {and note, the actual play is very different then the concerts. A lot of folks can't understand the thrill of watching people standing in front of mics, singing their brains out. Trust me. The play is all that (aka, magnificent singing/acting,) plus.}

   
{pics via facebook--Les Miserables on Tour (the cast I saw). L-Justin Scott Brown, (!!)  Maruis; Jenny Latimer, Cosette. Middle-Betsy Morgan, Fantine.  R-Andrew Varela, Javert.}

We bought tickets. Not the best in the world--but hey, we could see everything. . .and that counts for something. Over the next several months my sister Anna and I learned every cast since 1985 by heart, watched and re-watched our favorite scenes, talked about Les Miz all day. . .and lo and behold, the hype carried over to a themed birthday party--surprise birthday party. For me. o.O

 
{via facebook. L-Ramin Karimloo as Valjean. May just be the second best Valjean in the world (next to Colm Wilkinson--ONLY.) R-Les Miz on Tour.}

The play is something that can't be described. To hear all those voices--rising toward the ceiling in one, swelling, heart-thumping unison (that's Broadway, after all.) Seeing the characters come to life--really, truly understand their struggles, their triumphs--yes, at last I "get" Epoinine. Trust me, it's totally different then Samantha Barks yelling (emotionlessly) into a mic. The play is graphic, but it clearly shows the stark contrast between good (ie, Valjean, Marius and Cosette,) and evil (ie, Madame and Monsieur  Thénardier.  {I will not stoop to putting Javert in that category. } ) It was an experience that greatly rivals seeing Andrea Bocelli in concert--how can I pick between them?

 
{Les Miz on Tour}

I am an unabashed loyalist, aficionado, lover, breather of the musical. (note that one does NOT need to read the book to be a fan of the story. Period.) Which is why I was--and still am--very skeptical when I heard about the movie. Because Hollywood can't understand Broadway. Because Russell Crowe . . .isn't Javert. Because. . .I don't like the casting. There. I dared to say it again. ;)

*ahem* Throw tomatoes if you like. That is how I feel. This is religion, people. Not to be tampered with. Back off, Hollywood. ;) Ok, fine. There are a few Broadway/West End stars thrown in here and there. . .Colm (the original Jean Valjean,) you are being recognized at last! The Bishop is such a small role. . .but you are in the movie! Bravo. I would have had to write the producers if otherwise. Scary stuff. :P

Down to the trailer.


 

{via facebook--production photos from the 2012 movie. Top--Hugh Jackman as Jean Valjean. Bottom L-Anne Hathaway, Fantine. R-random street scene. (some of the students?) }
Pros--
  • It has the right mix of dark, dramatic, desperate, beautiful. Everything France in the 1830's should be. I approve of the historical accuracy, the tiniest details. VERY nice. 

  • 'I Dreamed a Dream'--good choice, since it is such a famous piece. (I would have gone with 'One Day More', but you can't have everything.) Anne Hathaway doesn't give the strongest performance, but she shows a lot of emotion--you really grasp her feelings.

  • Costumes. Excellent. Perfect. Everything and all good. Except for the pics I've seen of Enjo. Yeah, in the book he has blonde hair--but his vest!? Where's the vest? This is sacrilege. 

  • Overall very emotional (though like I said, it didn't make me cry.) Remove Russell Crowe and I might even tolerate Samantha Barks. (and oooh I would have done anything to see Ramin Karimloo somewhere in there!) 

  • Hugh Jackman. Not my personal favorite, but I'm actually O-K and even excited about his Valjean. (remember, these actors are representing Les Miz to the world. From now on the musical is forgotten. That's why the movie casting is so important. . .and rather disappointing in some ways.)

  
 
{via facebook}   
Cons-- 

  • The "Fantine theme"--one of the first things I noticed. Yes, we all love and feel sorry for Fantine, but there is SO MUCH MORE to the story. So many more characters. If I didn't know better I'd think it was her show.

  • Weak cast. I very highly disliked Samantha Barks Eponine in the 25th Ann. concert. She isn't a very good actress, belts, and portrays a sassy, rebellious girl. I've heard clips of each {movie} actor singing--*ahem* the pop voices won't do. Either Russell Crowe has done some serious, altering work on his voice, or Javert is going to be a whiney, weak-sounding man. (for all you Russell lovers out there--I am not critiquing his acting! Les Miz is about THE VOICE. Especially Javert. He is the "villain." The antagonist. The deep, guttural, powerful, hopeless, determined man in the man-hunt. Maybe he'll surprise us, but I don't have much hope for Russell.

  • Marius. . .is dashing, sensitive, very passionate (possibly a bit babyish--but I won't admit that.) Extremely important to the story. The immortal love-trangle; the swoon-able hero. Shallow, yes, but when I picture Marius I don't see Eddie Redmayne. :sigh: I have yet to find my perfect Marius. The closest I've come was the genius Justin Scott Brown, from the touring production. {and no, I'm not biased.}
  
 

Hm, not quite as many cons as I thought there'd be. Really my biggest problem is the casting. Can't reiterate that enough. Anyhow--

Coming from your Les Miz snob--my official PO.
{quickly thrown together. Hope you can decipher it. o.O}

And watch it with those tomatoes. 

{please know, if you are researching Les Miserables for the first time, do so with caution. If possible, watch with a filter. }